The First Heartbreak

She was afraid to fall in love…… She was afraid to let anyone read her soul inside out. Silly girl, she was perhaps not afraid to fall in love but afraid not to be loved back. She was afraid that someone won’t give her his heart as much as she gave hers.
But then came he and everything changed in an instant. Probably she didn’t even get to know how she was hypnotized…… She was hypnotized, sleep walking to the rhythm of his words…. Never wishing to wake. I think you never fall in love; rather you just walk into it….Apparently, with the wrong person.
Lost in the fine line of imagination and reality, wandering around trying to find her way….But she used to get lost no matter what path she took. Or maybe she never got lost in him, she fucking drowned.
Sadly, she gave him every piece of her heart until she was drained…. Not left with anything inside her. And then guess what? HE LEFT….”You are probably not the one, or it was never meant to be” he said and left. Easy, isn’t it? Taking away someone’s heart, squashing it and throwing it away.
He left her at the edge of a cliff, he was supposed to fall with her, they were supposed to fall together. But when it was time for them to fall, she took a step closer to the edge, ready and he took a step back, unsure and confused.
He left her at the edge falling alone, falling for him alone,
Falling in love with something that WASN’T falling in love with HER.


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